#181641 - I wanted the pain to go away so i took the bottle of jack daniels from the living room and i drank it and did somethink i never thought i would do i got my car keys and i drove to harveys moms house when i got there bella said he doesnt want to see you leon and i dont think he wants to see you drunk! harvey came to the door and said your drunk?! i looked at him and said just a little harvey took my hand and said how did you get here if your drunk i turned around and pointed to my car and said i drove harvey looked really mad at me and said you fucking drove your car when your drunk are you stupid i nodded my head and said apparently so why do you do this to me leon? because im a fuck up and i always will be your not a fuck up leon sure i am i fucked up a relationship with kyle i fucked up a marrage with you i fucked up a family relationship with my brother those things are not so important leon you need to learn to accept your self sure harvey maybe i should