#25150 - caught Nathan damn it he wasn’t suppose to see me and karina , why did he show up a joe’s why do any of us decide to do anything at joe’s we always get caught , but we aren’t together me and matt we just get together to have a good time I think , damn it its just suppose to be sex , he is playing mind games with me , he kissed ,e and says it was fun while it lasted what is that , he’s got me hooked some kind of way. i was falling in love with Nathan something i hadn’t anticipated on and i know he wouldn’t feel the same way and i only set myself up for heartache the bully became my secret lover ,, fall came to close and winter was full on we were in our last week of school because of winter vacation i got in my car and sat there warming up the car and the pipes then my passenger door opened it was Nathan hi he kissed me so we are going to the mountains for four days you want to come do you think that is a good idea yeah i have it all mapped out , me ,Karina Todd Jennif